100 Questions about your Character Meme
Feb. 1st, 2015 12:16 pmTess "Thresher" Donaldson - 100 questions
Part 1: The Basics
What is your full name? - Tess Marie Donaldson
Where and when were you born? - Apparently, off the coast of South Carolina
Who are/were your parents? (Know their names, occupations, personalities, etc.) - My 'real' parents are Michael and Amber Donaldson. They adopted me when my blood father dropped me at their home, shortly after finding my mother giving birth to me. They raised and home schooled me for eighteen years, and I lived with them until I was almost twenty-one. They died of a nasty flu that passed through the area. Dad used to run a local lighthouse and mom worked as substitute teacher and taught my home school. As for my biological father, that would be Poseidon, god of the sea, earthquakes and not paying his child support, and my mother is apparently a mako shark. Yeah, now you see why I call my adopted parents my real ones. They were really sweet people, and they worked hard to give me as normal a life as you can have with gills, shark fangs and eyes as black as midnight.
Do you have any siblings? - My mom and dad didn't have any children before they adopted me. As for my philandering jackass of a father who can't seem to fuck normal people? Well, let's see. Tradition holds my half brothers to be Theseus, Neleus, Pelias, Nauplius, a horse named Arion that could talk, Triton, Polyphemus and, last but not least the giants Alebion, Bergion, Otos and Ephialtae. If I remember my myths right, of my half-brothers, Triton and Polyphemus might still be alive, and most of the rest were complete morons. Triton's probably still at daddy's beck and call, and Polyphemus is probably still blind and pissed off at the world on some god-forsaken island in the middle of nowhere. Maybe Arion's around. Who knows? Maybe I'm related to Mister Ed? Now, wouldn't that be some shit right there?
Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people. - I moved up north from South Carolina when my dad's replacement arrived six months ago. I've been in a bunch of towns outside of Boston since then. I usually stay in a little hotel you can rent for a month and then move to the next one, getting day laborer jobs and playing bass guitar for tips at local clubs. The folks you meet in the places I go don't look at you too carefully, and they don't ask stupid questions, so all around it's a lonely, but quiet life. The whole hero thing's mostly been on the side since then, but it's getting harder to avoid.
What is your occupation? - Day laborer mostly, though... I guess you could call me a "Hero for hire" if you really want, even if that doesn't sound like a real job to me.
Write a full physical description of yourself. You might want to consider factors such as: height, weight, race, hair and eye color, style of dress, and any tattoos, scars, or distinguishing marks. - I'm about 4'10", 120 or so pounds. My body's a lot more muscled than you'd think for that height and weight but my skeleton's made of cartilage so I'm a lot lighter than humans. I'm pretty much wiry and lithe in build. My skin's really pale and feels like sandpaper or sharkskin, and is tough enough to take small arms fire pretty easily. I'm pretty flat chested, only an A cup, not that this really matters since boys never look at me. I've got aqua colored hair that gets a little sea-green in the highlights when the light hits it just right, and yes the "carpet matches the drapes." I don't smile much since I have shark's teeth, complete with a backup row that grows in as one falls out every month or so. My eyes are pitch black without whites, just like a sharks, and I have gills lining my neck on both sides. The gills work while underwater if I take a second to 'switch gears.' I can see in the dark perfectly fine. I usually dress in hooded jackets and sweatshirts most days, or with a high collar to hide the gills, usually with jeans and sneakers. I wear protective and tinted glasses no matter the time of day. If I'm going into the ocean, I switch out the normal clothes for a wet suit, and I wear that a lot of times if I have time to prep for 'hero time.'
To which social class do you belong? - I prefer the classification of "Itinerant blue collar worker." Most people would call that 'unemployed.'
Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses? - No real weaknesses. I can breathe normally on land and water. I haven't gotten a cold ever as far I can remember. I'm not allergic to anything. I am, however, a carnivore, and most of my diet is meat with only a little bit of rice and some other stuff to supplement it with ruffage. I like seafood.
Are you right- or left-handed? - Right handed.
What does your voice sound like? - Someone told me it sounded like sandpaper once. I bloodied his nose, but he's probably right.
What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently? - I don't talk much, as a rule, so I couldn't tell you if there's anything I use a lot. People tell me I swear a lot though. Fuck if I care.
What do you have in your pockets? - Lint, the receipt from a movie I rented last night and still need to return, about thirty six cents, the one ring and a lighter. What? Yes, of course I'm joking about the one ring. Jeeze.
Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics? - I don't like to talk to people, so I prefer to avoid them as a rule. I'm usually wearing sunglasses when nobody would think of doing it, since I can basically see in the dark anyway. I hear I pick at my jeans when I get nervous.
Part 2: Growing Up
How would you describe your childhood in general? - I grew up outside of McLellanville, South Carolina, where my dad used to keep up the old Cape Romain Lighthouse. It was sheltered, but it was also pleasant. Mom and dad were always kind to me, and some of the folks that lived closer to the lighthouse were more understanding than the ones in town. We didn't go to town much, but I played some games with the neighborhood kids. We figured out pretty quick that I was a lot stronger than them, so they avoided wrestling with me or anything like that. As long as Mrs Farmington's damned cat wasn't trying to claw my face off, everything was nice. There were a few awkward times, though, when my parents had to put me in a room in the basement and talk with some people. I figured out it was child services. See, I think they pulled some stunts to get me legal in the states, since my adoption wasn't what you'd call typical, but every once in a while a couple people came nosing around, poking for answers and they knew that those folks couldn't actually meet me, or there'd be trouble. It worked out ok, but we got lucky. My teenage years were the most awkward. No pimples, but you try dating when you can break a guy in half and the only folks in your neighborhood aren't into gills. Yeah, you got it, I'm still single. At least I got a driver's license without trouble, though I hate it when they tell me to smile. Annoying as hell to put patches on my neck for that so I could take the hood off, so I was not in a smiling mood... besides the shark teeth thing.
What is your earliest memory? - Playing on the beach just near the lighthouse at night. I loved night swimming when I was a kid. I think I was five then.
How much schooling have you had? - I'm home schooled, with a GED and an associates degree in business from the local community college. I took most of my classes in either big seminars, or online when I could. By the way, associates degrees are shit for getting jobs sometimes, especially in the current market, but I'm really kind of a bit too careful of my appearance, so I don't actually go looking that often.
Did you enjoy school? - Home shooling was great, but my mom was really strict about making sure I did my work. College was ok, but there's a lot of people and I don't like crowds. The only real advantage is that most folks didn't really want to get to know the pale girl in the hooded jacket glaring at them from the back of the room.
Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities? - some of it I've known for years. I grew up with the whole strong and tough side of being not so human, the whole night vision and breathing underwater scthick too. The rest of it, the whole demigod child of Poseidon stuff, I started picking up that when I met my biological father.
While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them. - My dad was my role model. There wasn't much in this world that ever made him scared, and he faced down a hurricane or two. He was always kind hearted and warm, and he did a good job of being a rock. I wish I was stable like that.
While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family? - Pretty much normal. It was a nice, loving house. Little bit of old school pagan, but I suppose that makes a certain amount of sense. We didn't have too many guests who didn't live right around there and know me from when I was really small. Mom and Dad really didn't have much of an extended family, and we never heard from them.
As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up? - A fisherman or on the coast guard. I wanted to be on the ocean. Go figure.
As a child, what were your favorite activities? - Swimming, drawing, playing guitar when I got a bit older, horsing around, normal kid stuff. I liked a lot more physical activities, but I had a few other less rough and tumble friends. I watched a lot of cartoons when I was really young and got into anime when I got older, visited a few conventions. Those are fun, since I didn't have to bother with hoods and glasses. People thought the look was makeup. Loved it. I used to go as Kisame from Naruto a couple times later on. It was an easyish look to pull off.
As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display? - If I didn't know you, I didn't talk to you. That hasn't changed much. I liked tearing around the countryside since we were away from town, and having a few friends I actually spoke to helped a lot. The epidemic took a few of them, and the others moved away. I haven't heard from them since.
As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like? - Jim was probably my only long-standing friend. He was an asshole and a joker, and we used to go to the cons together. Michelle and Gary were an item, but they died from the epidemic. Most of the kids I hung around with were pretty much just normal idiots. We drifted apart as we got older, and especially when a bunch of people died in town. They liked to hike out in the countryside with me, and we used to watch cartoons together. I only ever had about four or five friends at a time, though. Now, if you're counting online idiots I sometimes keep in touch with who've met me "in costume," there's more of those, especially since Montreal '09. Bunch of pictures of me as Kisame then, but I'm not really THAT close to any of them. Sad thing about Jim was that he died in a car wreck about a month after I skipped town. Drunk driver plowed into him. I really don't have much in South Carolina calling me back.
When and with whom was your first kiss? - Now, you tell me. Who do you think wants to kiss these lips? See those shark teeth? I lose one of them every month or two, and they could saw through someone's lip easy as pie. Yeah, there's been no first kisses. Not even at the cons, because slobbering drunken geeks are not nearly as sexy as they think they are.
Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity? - Still a virgin, and I'm betting that's going to stay that way for a while. Maybe forever. Fuck Poseidon if he's expecting grandkids.
If you are a supernatural being (i.e. mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. If you are just a normal human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today. - I first learned I was special when I asked my mommy why I had these funny fin things on my neck and she didn't. I figured out I could stay underwater and breathe there that afternoon. I learned I was strong enough to hurt someone when I accidentally broke Jim's nose. He never completely forgave me for that.
Part 3: Past Influences
What do you consider the most important event of your life so far? - My shit eating biological father showing up while I was still grieving my parents and friends' deaths? Yeah, that'd probably be the most significant occurrence, though not my favorite memory.
Who has had the most influence on you? - Mom and Dad, hands down.
What do you consider your greatest achievement? - I'd say that'd be my associate's degree. I'm not dumb, but I'm also not exactly the sort of person you'd expect to see actually going to college, so I'm pretty proud of that.
What is your greatest regret? - I really wish I could have helped my parents, honestly.
What is the most evil thing you have ever done? - Scaring the crap out of Mrs Farmington's cat. Trust me, I've lived a pretty wholesome life by the standards of a shark girl out of South Carolina.
Do you have a criminal record of any kind? - nope.
When was the time you were the most frightened? - When I knew I was going to be alone. Being completely alone's a scary thought.
What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you? - It involved a pissed off Rurouni Kenshin fan brandishing a shinai and some cheap vodka in Montreal. That's as far as I'm going to tell you about it.
If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why? - I'd rather have been born a normal human.
What is your best memory? - Yule festivals with my family. Those were always warm and happy times.
What is your worst memory? - Meeting my biological scumbag of a father. The man has shitty timing and the responsibility of a randy newt.
Part 4: Beliefs And Opinions
Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic? - Pessimistic. I've seen too much of what people are capable of.
What is your greatest fear? - I think I'm most afraid of getting less human. I know I'm not human to begin with, but the idea of turning into one of those mythological monsters terrifies me.
What are your religious views? - I was raised a pagan in a pretty broad neopagan home with some greco-roman reconstructionalist thoughts. I guess I still am pagan, being Poseidon's long lost brat and what not, but most of them can kiss my ass right now. I'll think about them when I don't have a choice.
What are your political views? - That they're all a bunch of fat pigs out for their own gain.
What are your views on sex? - I mean... I always assumed people want to get laid when they get married or with the right person, but it's hard to even care about that. I tried to be interested when I was younger, but ... eh, whatever.
Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable? - I am definitely able to kill. Hell, I'm actually probably pretty good at it. I've taken down a couple of my mother's distant cousins when they came at me in my teenage years. Personally, though, I'd rather not do that unless something's attacking me, or there's other peoples' lives in danger.
In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do? - Child Abuse
Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love? - Fairy Tale, but a nice one.
What do you believe makes a successful life? - Helping Others.
How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)? - I don't let folks in easily, but if I do, I'm pretty honest with them.
Do you have any biases or prejudices? - I don't trust or like most people in general, but that's pretty much across the board, so I'm not so much prejudiced as I am stand-offish and misanthropic.
Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it? - A fairly large number of things, actually. If you could attach "Horrific" or "Monstrous" onto it, I probably won't do it. I'm also not too big on gambling, as it's a complete waste of time and money, and I don't want to do drugs, because if they managed to work think of the damage I could do. I only ever drink rarely as is.
Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)? - I don't know. Ask me when I find out. I'm sure there's someone.
Part 5: Relationships With Others
In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how? - If I don't know them, rude and quiet. If I know them and like them, I can be pretty warm and conversational, especially if I know my looks don't put them out. If they're an ass, I just don't talk to them.
Who is the most important person in your life, and why? - Nobody. They're dead, and I'm not doing the whole "Go into hell to get them back" thing. That's just selfish.
Who is the person you respect the most, and why? - My dad, and no I don't mean my biological asshole of a father.
Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people. - Right now, I pretty much don't have any friends. I've only been staying a month or so in each place, so I'm pretty much a loner.
Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person. - No, and I know this is 100 Questions, but could you STOP asking me? Why does everyone keep asking? It's kind of annoying.
Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened. - We're really doing this? No. Jim and I tried, briefly, when we were young but we never got past holding hands and we weren't really into each other.
What do you look for in a potential lover? - I don't. Since we're just going to keep asking, let's be clear. I don't get hot and bothered by people. I don't even know what it's like. Flirting goes right over my head. I don't think about sex. This set of questions? It's the most I've thought about the subject in, what, three years? I'm not looking for a lover.
If you twist my arm and ask me "What kind of person would you want to spend the rest of your life with?" I guess maybe a guy who can physically keep up with me and who doesn't care that I'm not even remotely interested in bumping uglies, but even then? I don't know. This isn't actually something I think about.
I do not GET the fascination people have with this.
How close are you to your family? - They're dead. We've covered this.
Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not? - No, and I'm not sure I like the idea of giving birth to a half human, quarter god, quarter shark. What would the kids look like?
Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help? - If I really needed it, and thought I could get away with it, I 'might' contact my biological father, but right now there isn't much of a safety net.
Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why? - No. Because they don't, and haven't and probably won't.
If you died or went missing, who would miss you? - Right now? Probably a couple obsessive fanboys online.
Who is the person you despise the most, and why? - My asshole biological father. In case you haven't noticed, I didn't take too kindly to finding out that I wasn't human, that he deposited me with people like I was a burden, and only came back because there were dire times ahead and I needed to be ready to fight. I would have done that without him. His showing up right then and shoving it down my throat like it was my responsibility because he spawned me from some shark that caught his attention, right after my parents died, wasn't just presumptuous and rude, it was just outright bullshit. It was almost like he felt I owed him something because I was a demigod and that I should be grateful to him that he had come to me then. The only good choice he made was giving me to my real parents, since Lord of Earthquakes wasn't up to the whole parenting thing.
Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict? - Avoid conflict.
Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations? - Hell the fuck no.
Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not? - Hell the fuck no, and I'm not even going to dignify the why with an answer. It should be pretty obvious.
Do you care what others think of you? - A little. I don't like being stared at or hated because I'm different.
Part 6: Likes And Dislikes
What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes? - Cosplay's great because I almost feel normal. Hiking and swimming out in the wild's fun, and I enjoy fishing. Guitar's also kind of a passtime of mine, and lets me get the rage out constructively.
What is your most treasured possession? - I don't have one. I suppose I'm supposed to think of this string of shark's teeth from my mom as prized, but there really isn't anything. I couldn't carry mementos from home with me too much, though I wish I could have sometimes.
What is your favorite color? - Blue
What is your favorite food? - Tuna
What, if anything, do you like to read? - stories with action in them
What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)? - Action flicks for the most part, cartoon or regular movies.
Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit? - I drink a little, but not often. I don't like the idea of losing control.
How do you spend a typical Saturday night? - Either at a club playing guitar or at home blogging until I go to sleep.
What makes you laugh? - not much. Stupidity usually.
What, if anything, shocks or offends you? - Intolerance, racism, hate crimes, child abuse.
What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself? - Blog.
How do you deal with stress? - Play guitar or go swimming usually.
Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan? - I'm pretty spontaneous. Life's a lot easier that way.
What are your pet peeves? - People. Especially loud and noisy ones. It's sort of a surprise I like cons at all.
Part 7: Self Images And Etc.
Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted? - On a typical day, I get up early, since I only ever really get three or four hours of sleep most days and operate normally. I brush up, get dressed and put on a hooded jacket to cover my gills. I hop over to one of the day worker corners I know isn't going to be too picky. I nod to the ones already there, wait and get work breaking rocks and in construction stuff. A high coller and closed mouth covers the bases of not getting noticed, and I do an eight hour shift. I come back home, shower and either hit the clubs or blog and watch tv, go to bed, rinse and repeat. And, sometimes on weekends, I fight horrific monsters from the lower pits of hell that are intent on destroying the world and ruining my breakfast.
What is your greatest strength as a person? - Adaptability.
What is your greatest weakness? - Distrust
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? - I'd be human.
Are you generally introverted or extroverted? - Introverted.
Are you generally organized or messy? - Messy.
Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at. - I'm really good at the guitar, managing limited finances and not getting noticed. (I bet you thought I'd say I kick ass and take names. I don't let the whole hero thing define myself, people) I'm really not as good at making friends, staying in one place or respecting people in authority.
Do you like yourself? - Not really, but I'm ok with myself.
What are your reasons for being an adventurer (or doing the strange and heroic things that RPG characters do)? Are your real reasons for doing this different than the ones you tell people in public? (If so, detail both sets of reasons...) - Shit happens, and someone has to clean it up or people get hurt, so might as well be me. That's pretty much what I tell people.
What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime? - I. Want. to. Kick. my. Biological. Father's. Ass.
Where do you see yourself in 5 years? - I have no clue.
If you could choose, how would you want to die? - I... haven't given this any thought, actually. I'm not sure.
If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left. - Eat a steak, rare. Go swimming in the ocean. Have a shot of vodka on my way out the door.
What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death? - I'd like to be remembered as a good person.
What three words best describe your personality? - Self-sufficient, iron willed, cynical.
What three words would others probably use to describe you? - Creepy, loner, bitch.
If you could, what advice would you, the player, give to your character? (You might even want to speak as if he or she were sitting right here in front of you, and use proper tone so he or she might heed your advice...) - "be careful, but more open. There are people who you can trust out there. Never lose hope, and forgive your father. We're entitled to being assholes sometimes, and he can still make up for it with time."
Part 1: The Basics
What is your full name? - Tess Marie Donaldson
Where and when were you born? - Apparently, off the coast of South Carolina
Who are/were your parents? (Know their names, occupations, personalities, etc.) - My 'real' parents are Michael and Amber Donaldson. They adopted me when my blood father dropped me at their home, shortly after finding my mother giving birth to me. They raised and home schooled me for eighteen years, and I lived with them until I was almost twenty-one. They died of a nasty flu that passed through the area. Dad used to run a local lighthouse and mom worked as substitute teacher and taught my home school. As for my biological father, that would be Poseidon, god of the sea, earthquakes and not paying his child support, and my mother is apparently a mako shark. Yeah, now you see why I call my adopted parents my real ones. They were really sweet people, and they worked hard to give me as normal a life as you can have with gills, shark fangs and eyes as black as midnight.
Do you have any siblings? - My mom and dad didn't have any children before they adopted me. As for my philandering jackass of a father who can't seem to fuck normal people? Well, let's see. Tradition holds my half brothers to be Theseus, Neleus, Pelias, Nauplius, a horse named Arion that could talk, Triton, Polyphemus and, last but not least the giants Alebion, Bergion, Otos and Ephialtae. If I remember my myths right, of my half-brothers, Triton and Polyphemus might still be alive, and most of the rest were complete morons. Triton's probably still at daddy's beck and call, and Polyphemus is probably still blind and pissed off at the world on some god-forsaken island in the middle of nowhere. Maybe Arion's around. Who knows? Maybe I'm related to Mister Ed? Now, wouldn't that be some shit right there?
Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people. - I moved up north from South Carolina when my dad's replacement arrived six months ago. I've been in a bunch of towns outside of Boston since then. I usually stay in a little hotel you can rent for a month and then move to the next one, getting day laborer jobs and playing bass guitar for tips at local clubs. The folks you meet in the places I go don't look at you too carefully, and they don't ask stupid questions, so all around it's a lonely, but quiet life. The whole hero thing's mostly been on the side since then, but it's getting harder to avoid.
What is your occupation? - Day laborer mostly, though... I guess you could call me a "Hero for hire" if you really want, even if that doesn't sound like a real job to me.
Write a full physical description of yourself. You might want to consider factors such as: height, weight, race, hair and eye color, style of dress, and any tattoos, scars, or distinguishing marks. - I'm about 4'10", 120 or so pounds. My body's a lot more muscled than you'd think for that height and weight but my skeleton's made of cartilage so I'm a lot lighter than humans. I'm pretty much wiry and lithe in build. My skin's really pale and feels like sandpaper or sharkskin, and is tough enough to take small arms fire pretty easily. I'm pretty flat chested, only an A cup, not that this really matters since boys never look at me. I've got aqua colored hair that gets a little sea-green in the highlights when the light hits it just right, and yes the "carpet matches the drapes." I don't smile much since I have shark's teeth, complete with a backup row that grows in as one falls out every month or so. My eyes are pitch black without whites, just like a sharks, and I have gills lining my neck on both sides. The gills work while underwater if I take a second to 'switch gears.' I can see in the dark perfectly fine. I usually dress in hooded jackets and sweatshirts most days, or with a high collar to hide the gills, usually with jeans and sneakers. I wear protective and tinted glasses no matter the time of day. If I'm going into the ocean, I switch out the normal clothes for a wet suit, and I wear that a lot of times if I have time to prep for 'hero time.'
To which social class do you belong? - I prefer the classification of "Itinerant blue collar worker." Most people would call that 'unemployed.'
Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses? - No real weaknesses. I can breathe normally on land and water. I haven't gotten a cold ever as far I can remember. I'm not allergic to anything. I am, however, a carnivore, and most of my diet is meat with only a little bit of rice and some other stuff to supplement it with ruffage. I like seafood.
Are you right- or left-handed? - Right handed.
What does your voice sound like? - Someone told me it sounded like sandpaper once. I bloodied his nose, but he's probably right.
What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently? - I don't talk much, as a rule, so I couldn't tell you if there's anything I use a lot. People tell me I swear a lot though. Fuck if I care.
What do you have in your pockets? - Lint, the receipt from a movie I rented last night and still need to return, about thirty six cents, the one ring and a lighter. What? Yes, of course I'm joking about the one ring. Jeeze.
Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics? - I don't like to talk to people, so I prefer to avoid them as a rule. I'm usually wearing sunglasses when nobody would think of doing it, since I can basically see in the dark anyway. I hear I pick at my jeans when I get nervous.
Part 2: Growing Up
How would you describe your childhood in general? - I grew up outside of McLellanville, South Carolina, where my dad used to keep up the old Cape Romain Lighthouse. It was sheltered, but it was also pleasant. Mom and dad were always kind to me, and some of the folks that lived closer to the lighthouse were more understanding than the ones in town. We didn't go to town much, but I played some games with the neighborhood kids. We figured out pretty quick that I was a lot stronger than them, so they avoided wrestling with me or anything like that. As long as Mrs Farmington's damned cat wasn't trying to claw my face off, everything was nice. There were a few awkward times, though, when my parents had to put me in a room in the basement and talk with some people. I figured out it was child services. See, I think they pulled some stunts to get me legal in the states, since my adoption wasn't what you'd call typical, but every once in a while a couple people came nosing around, poking for answers and they knew that those folks couldn't actually meet me, or there'd be trouble. It worked out ok, but we got lucky. My teenage years were the most awkward. No pimples, but you try dating when you can break a guy in half and the only folks in your neighborhood aren't into gills. Yeah, you got it, I'm still single. At least I got a driver's license without trouble, though I hate it when they tell me to smile. Annoying as hell to put patches on my neck for that so I could take the hood off, so I was not in a smiling mood... besides the shark teeth thing.
What is your earliest memory? - Playing on the beach just near the lighthouse at night. I loved night swimming when I was a kid. I think I was five then.
How much schooling have you had? - I'm home schooled, with a GED and an associates degree in business from the local community college. I took most of my classes in either big seminars, or online when I could. By the way, associates degrees are shit for getting jobs sometimes, especially in the current market, but I'm really kind of a bit too careful of my appearance, so I don't actually go looking that often.
Did you enjoy school? - Home shooling was great, but my mom was really strict about making sure I did my work. College was ok, but there's a lot of people and I don't like crowds. The only real advantage is that most folks didn't really want to get to know the pale girl in the hooded jacket glaring at them from the back of the room.
Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities? - some of it I've known for years. I grew up with the whole strong and tough side of being not so human, the whole night vision and breathing underwater scthick too. The rest of it, the whole demigod child of Poseidon stuff, I started picking up that when I met my biological father.
While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them. - My dad was my role model. There wasn't much in this world that ever made him scared, and he faced down a hurricane or two. He was always kind hearted and warm, and he did a good job of being a rock. I wish I was stable like that.
While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family? - Pretty much normal. It was a nice, loving house. Little bit of old school pagan, but I suppose that makes a certain amount of sense. We didn't have too many guests who didn't live right around there and know me from when I was really small. Mom and Dad really didn't have much of an extended family, and we never heard from them.
As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up? - A fisherman or on the coast guard. I wanted to be on the ocean. Go figure.
As a child, what were your favorite activities? - Swimming, drawing, playing guitar when I got a bit older, horsing around, normal kid stuff. I liked a lot more physical activities, but I had a few other less rough and tumble friends. I watched a lot of cartoons when I was really young and got into anime when I got older, visited a few conventions. Those are fun, since I didn't have to bother with hoods and glasses. People thought the look was makeup. Loved it. I used to go as Kisame from Naruto a couple times later on. It was an easyish look to pull off.
As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display? - If I didn't know you, I didn't talk to you. That hasn't changed much. I liked tearing around the countryside since we were away from town, and having a few friends I actually spoke to helped a lot. The epidemic took a few of them, and the others moved away. I haven't heard from them since.
As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like? - Jim was probably my only long-standing friend. He was an asshole and a joker, and we used to go to the cons together. Michelle and Gary were an item, but they died from the epidemic. Most of the kids I hung around with were pretty much just normal idiots. We drifted apart as we got older, and especially when a bunch of people died in town. They liked to hike out in the countryside with me, and we used to watch cartoons together. I only ever had about four or five friends at a time, though. Now, if you're counting online idiots I sometimes keep in touch with who've met me "in costume," there's more of those, especially since Montreal '09. Bunch of pictures of me as Kisame then, but I'm not really THAT close to any of them. Sad thing about Jim was that he died in a car wreck about a month after I skipped town. Drunk driver plowed into him. I really don't have much in South Carolina calling me back.
When and with whom was your first kiss? - Now, you tell me. Who do you think wants to kiss these lips? See those shark teeth? I lose one of them every month or two, and they could saw through someone's lip easy as pie. Yeah, there's been no first kisses. Not even at the cons, because slobbering drunken geeks are not nearly as sexy as they think they are.
Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity? - Still a virgin, and I'm betting that's going to stay that way for a while. Maybe forever. Fuck Poseidon if he's expecting grandkids.
If you are a supernatural being (i.e. mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. If you are just a normal human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today. - I first learned I was special when I asked my mommy why I had these funny fin things on my neck and she didn't. I figured out I could stay underwater and breathe there that afternoon. I learned I was strong enough to hurt someone when I accidentally broke Jim's nose. He never completely forgave me for that.
Part 3: Past Influences
What do you consider the most important event of your life so far? - My shit eating biological father showing up while I was still grieving my parents and friends' deaths? Yeah, that'd probably be the most significant occurrence, though not my favorite memory.
Who has had the most influence on you? - Mom and Dad, hands down.
What do you consider your greatest achievement? - I'd say that'd be my associate's degree. I'm not dumb, but I'm also not exactly the sort of person you'd expect to see actually going to college, so I'm pretty proud of that.
What is your greatest regret? - I really wish I could have helped my parents, honestly.
What is the most evil thing you have ever done? - Scaring the crap out of Mrs Farmington's cat. Trust me, I've lived a pretty wholesome life by the standards of a shark girl out of South Carolina.
Do you have a criminal record of any kind? - nope.
When was the time you were the most frightened? - When I knew I was going to be alone. Being completely alone's a scary thought.
What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you? - It involved a pissed off Rurouni Kenshin fan brandishing a shinai and some cheap vodka in Montreal. That's as far as I'm going to tell you about it.
If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why? - I'd rather have been born a normal human.
What is your best memory? - Yule festivals with my family. Those were always warm and happy times.
What is your worst memory? - Meeting my biological scumbag of a father. The man has shitty timing and the responsibility of a randy newt.
Part 4: Beliefs And Opinions
Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic? - Pessimistic. I've seen too much of what people are capable of.
What is your greatest fear? - I think I'm most afraid of getting less human. I know I'm not human to begin with, but the idea of turning into one of those mythological monsters terrifies me.
What are your religious views? - I was raised a pagan in a pretty broad neopagan home with some greco-roman reconstructionalist thoughts. I guess I still am pagan, being Poseidon's long lost brat and what not, but most of them can kiss my ass right now. I'll think about them when I don't have a choice.
What are your political views? - That they're all a bunch of fat pigs out for their own gain.
What are your views on sex? - I mean... I always assumed people want to get laid when they get married or with the right person, but it's hard to even care about that. I tried to be interested when I was younger, but ... eh, whatever.
Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable? - I am definitely able to kill. Hell, I'm actually probably pretty good at it. I've taken down a couple of my mother's distant cousins when they came at me in my teenage years. Personally, though, I'd rather not do that unless something's attacking me, or there's other peoples' lives in danger.
In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do? - Child Abuse
Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love? - Fairy Tale, but a nice one.
What do you believe makes a successful life? - Helping Others.
How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)? - I don't let folks in easily, but if I do, I'm pretty honest with them.
Do you have any biases or prejudices? - I don't trust or like most people in general, but that's pretty much across the board, so I'm not so much prejudiced as I am stand-offish and misanthropic.
Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it? - A fairly large number of things, actually. If you could attach "Horrific" or "Monstrous" onto it, I probably won't do it. I'm also not too big on gambling, as it's a complete waste of time and money, and I don't want to do drugs, because if they managed to work think of the damage I could do. I only ever drink rarely as is.
Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)? - I don't know. Ask me when I find out. I'm sure there's someone.
Part 5: Relationships With Others
In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how? - If I don't know them, rude and quiet. If I know them and like them, I can be pretty warm and conversational, especially if I know my looks don't put them out. If they're an ass, I just don't talk to them.
Who is the most important person in your life, and why? - Nobody. They're dead, and I'm not doing the whole "Go into hell to get them back" thing. That's just selfish.
Who is the person you respect the most, and why? - My dad, and no I don't mean my biological asshole of a father.
Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people. - Right now, I pretty much don't have any friends. I've only been staying a month or so in each place, so I'm pretty much a loner.
Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person. - No, and I know this is 100 Questions, but could you STOP asking me? Why does everyone keep asking? It's kind of annoying.
Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened. - We're really doing this? No. Jim and I tried, briefly, when we were young but we never got past holding hands and we weren't really into each other.
What do you look for in a potential lover? - I don't. Since we're just going to keep asking, let's be clear. I don't get hot and bothered by people. I don't even know what it's like. Flirting goes right over my head. I don't think about sex. This set of questions? It's the most I've thought about the subject in, what, three years? I'm not looking for a lover.
If you twist my arm and ask me "What kind of person would you want to spend the rest of your life with?" I guess maybe a guy who can physically keep up with me and who doesn't care that I'm not even remotely interested in bumping uglies, but even then? I don't know. This isn't actually something I think about.
I do not GET the fascination people have with this.
How close are you to your family? - They're dead. We've covered this.
Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not? - No, and I'm not sure I like the idea of giving birth to a half human, quarter god, quarter shark. What would the kids look like?
Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help? - If I really needed it, and thought I could get away with it, I 'might' contact my biological father, but right now there isn't much of a safety net.
Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why? - No. Because they don't, and haven't and probably won't.
If you died or went missing, who would miss you? - Right now? Probably a couple obsessive fanboys online.
Who is the person you despise the most, and why? - My asshole biological father. In case you haven't noticed, I didn't take too kindly to finding out that I wasn't human, that he deposited me with people like I was a burden, and only came back because there were dire times ahead and I needed to be ready to fight. I would have done that without him. His showing up right then and shoving it down my throat like it was my responsibility because he spawned me from some shark that caught his attention, right after my parents died, wasn't just presumptuous and rude, it was just outright bullshit. It was almost like he felt I owed him something because I was a demigod and that I should be grateful to him that he had come to me then. The only good choice he made was giving me to my real parents, since Lord of Earthquakes wasn't up to the whole parenting thing.
Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict? - Avoid conflict.
Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations? - Hell the fuck no.
Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not? - Hell the fuck no, and I'm not even going to dignify the why with an answer. It should be pretty obvious.
Do you care what others think of you? - A little. I don't like being stared at or hated because I'm different.
Part 6: Likes And Dislikes
What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes? - Cosplay's great because I almost feel normal. Hiking and swimming out in the wild's fun, and I enjoy fishing. Guitar's also kind of a passtime of mine, and lets me get the rage out constructively.
What is your most treasured possession? - I don't have one. I suppose I'm supposed to think of this string of shark's teeth from my mom as prized, but there really isn't anything. I couldn't carry mementos from home with me too much, though I wish I could have sometimes.
What is your favorite color? - Blue
What is your favorite food? - Tuna
What, if anything, do you like to read? - stories with action in them
What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)? - Action flicks for the most part, cartoon or regular movies.
Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit? - I drink a little, but not often. I don't like the idea of losing control.
How do you spend a typical Saturday night? - Either at a club playing guitar or at home blogging until I go to sleep.
What makes you laugh? - not much. Stupidity usually.
What, if anything, shocks or offends you? - Intolerance, racism, hate crimes, child abuse.
What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself? - Blog.
How do you deal with stress? - Play guitar or go swimming usually.
Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan? - I'm pretty spontaneous. Life's a lot easier that way.
What are your pet peeves? - People. Especially loud and noisy ones. It's sort of a surprise I like cons at all.
Part 7: Self Images And Etc.
Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted? - On a typical day, I get up early, since I only ever really get three or four hours of sleep most days and operate normally. I brush up, get dressed and put on a hooded jacket to cover my gills. I hop over to one of the day worker corners I know isn't going to be too picky. I nod to the ones already there, wait and get work breaking rocks and in construction stuff. A high coller and closed mouth covers the bases of not getting noticed, and I do an eight hour shift. I come back home, shower and either hit the clubs or blog and watch tv, go to bed, rinse and repeat. And, sometimes on weekends, I fight horrific monsters from the lower pits of hell that are intent on destroying the world and ruining my breakfast.
What is your greatest strength as a person? - Adaptability.
What is your greatest weakness? - Distrust
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? - I'd be human.
Are you generally introverted or extroverted? - Introverted.
Are you generally organized or messy? - Messy.
Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at. - I'm really good at the guitar, managing limited finances and not getting noticed. (I bet you thought I'd say I kick ass and take names. I don't let the whole hero thing define myself, people) I'm really not as good at making friends, staying in one place or respecting people in authority.
Do you like yourself? - Not really, but I'm ok with myself.
What are your reasons for being an adventurer (or doing the strange and heroic things that RPG characters do)? Are your real reasons for doing this different than the ones you tell people in public? (If so, detail both sets of reasons...) - Shit happens, and someone has to clean it up or people get hurt, so might as well be me. That's pretty much what I tell people.
What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime? - I. Want. to. Kick. my. Biological. Father's. Ass.
Where do you see yourself in 5 years? - I have no clue.
If you could choose, how would you want to die? - I... haven't given this any thought, actually. I'm not sure.
If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left. - Eat a steak, rare. Go swimming in the ocean. Have a shot of vodka on my way out the door.
What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death? - I'd like to be remembered as a good person.
What three words best describe your personality? - Self-sufficient, iron willed, cynical.
What three words would others probably use to describe you? - Creepy, loner, bitch.
If you could, what advice would you, the player, give to your character? (You might even want to speak as if he or she were sitting right here in front of you, and use proper tone so he or she might heed your advice...) - "be careful, but more open. There are people who you can trust out there. Never lose hope, and forgive your father. We're entitled to being assholes sometimes, and he can still make up for it with time."